Sometimes I Feel Like Marilyn Monroe

Twisting paths between being a young lady with a tough personality and a little girl with vulnerability, I feel like Marilyn Monroe sometimes. Inspired by the song Marilyn Monroe by Nicki Minaj, tonight, alone at the beach, gazing at the dark sky and the calm waves of the sea, I will create something that will encircle what I know about a tough personality.

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess. She should be loved and respected despite the flaws she has in her niche.

💬 "I CAN BE SELFISH YET SO IMPATIENT."
⭐ Selfishness is a sin yet sometimes it's a good thing to ponder especially when you can't deal anymore with the cruel acts of someone. Whirling emotions, there are times that you need to love yourself first. Stop letting yourself be crashed by anyone. You build your own happiness. It's your choice. Yes, I know that kindness is a great thing. However, being fixated to this stuff make someone abusive. They will abuse your nice personality. Don't let them beat you. You're always thinking of them but are they thinking about you?
⭐ Impatience is a big no. If you really want something, you should wait for it. However, what if it really is not for you? Back off. If you already gave your best but it's not noticed at all, stand up! Try pointing your direction to another way!

💬 "I'M INSECURE. I MAKE MISTAKES. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M IN THE END OF THE ROAD."
⭐ We all have flaws. All of us have blots. We hit the wrong ones. We feel like we're pounded. These are all normal. Face everything. Life is not that everyday-happy-ending thing. When you feel like someone's or something's knocking you down, try to uplift yourself. Mistakes are inevitable but you can do something about it. Wake up! Improve yourself! Forget about it! You're not the only person who experience it.

💬 "IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE MY WORST, YOU AIN'T GETTING MY BEST."
⭐ I don't know if I'm narcissistic but a lot of people buzzed that I'm an old-school-good-girl type of person. But hey! I have my worst side too! Too bad they can't understand it. What can I say? Whatever. Talk that talk. I'm what I am right now. You might judge me but I won't care! What you see is what you get.

💬 "I CAN GET HIGH LIKE I COULD NEVER COME DOWN. I CAN GET LOW. DON'T KNOW WHICH WAYS UP."
⭐ I am a woman with big dreams in life. My dreams are as high as the heaven. I'll take every inch, step, or risk just to reach it. No barrels can outweigh me. Contrastingly, I know that life is a bit shattered sometimes. Like me, most girls can encounter a lot of disparagements. It's inevitable. Nevertheless, I believe that whether we're at the top or at the bottom stake, each of us should remain simple and humble. Humility is a great thing to preserve your intact shred of integrity.

💬 "TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME, I'LL NEVER BE PERFECT. BELIEVE ME I'M WORTH IT."
⭐ One will hardly understand me. (I suppose) But I know that deep down on somebody's veins, there's something tickling there that will love every single thing about me. I'm not perfect and I will never be. Nobody's perfect, anyways. On the contrary, with my strong conviction, I believe that people will accept me as the way I am. Someday, pressures will bunch out. Someday, expectations will fall. Someday, disparagements will burn. If these things won't happen, it's alright. After all, I'm living and surviving for my life and not for people who keep on eyeing me.

For the closure, I want a smart striking paragraph.

Too bad. Those people who know less about you are the ones who boastfully claim some stories that might destroy your reputation. Oh well, that's life. Just keep your chin up, beautiful. As long as you have God in your heart, no one can hurt you. They might screw your name but they can never destroy your soul. Let them talk and talk. Good vibes!